Counting my Blessings..

Blessing Number 1:

This morning, i forgot to bring along my umbrella to work, and thinking that since i have a big umbrella in my centre.. i have no idea why the silly head of mine didnt think that i will ever get caught in the rain and will be left stranded at the bus stop without an umbrella if it really does rain. so what happened was, i REALLY got caught in the rain on my way to work! so i upon reaching e bus stop which i was supposed to alight, i stood up from my seat and walked foward. i was at the upper deck. by that time, the bus's pretty empty. just then! smth caught my eyes! guess what?! an UMBRELLA! imagine! think! what are the chances someone will leave their umbrella on the bus when it's pouring like mad? anyway, i slowly (very naturally) sat down, took the umbrella and got off the bus. before that, i was praying for the rain to stop. however, thou it did not stop? but God blessed me with an Umbrella! Praise the Lord! 

Blessing Number 2:

Darling is on his way to recovery! Wohoo!!!! thank you all for ur prayers! most importantly, THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!! Thou he's got ulcer on his tongue now? but at least, the fever's long gone already! Wohoo!!!! Praise God!!!!!!

Blessing Number 3:

My iphone case is offically closed. My friend decided to transfer to me 1.6K out of his own pocket. I feel bad, yes. But it was partly his fault too. But! he is a GREAT friend! He was trying to help me to contact that swindler girl, Ash, to get our money back! But, now that everything's solved for my side, i'm gonna think of ways to get the girl to pay my friend. 

ok.. i'm very very tired now after a whole day's work and night class.. gotta go slp.. will update more soon! cheers! God bless! :)

Wenyao and I.. coming to 4 months.. and still going strong... Thank you Jesus..

Wohoo! next fri, on the 15th May, will be darling and my 4th month anniversary! thou i have night class? but who cares? i'm so gonna meet him after class! :) anyway, here are some pics which we took recently and in there are the pics i took of our couple ring. enjoy! :)



Wenyao and myself in his room

Us outside Hotel Royal. Glory Pres. Church's Parents' Day Dinner

Random shot!

Do we look like we're on poster? :P

Couple Ring
Wenyao's size: 23
Chui Ting's size: 11

Opposite Parkmall. before dear go for his BSF class.
BSF= Bible Study Fellowship

couple ring...

Wohoo!!! Darling and i finally found a pair of couple ring for the both us which we both saw it online. thou we did not buy the one we saw online, and bought the one off the shelves, but we both still liked it after browsing thru many others. We went to The Cathay to buy it. The store's on level 2. And the best thing is that when paying for it, the shop assistant then told us that the rings are going at 50% discount! Thank you Jesus! we wanted to get smth unique but not too ex? so here it is! haha.. i was so happy that i couldnt stop smiling.. lol.. darling's always very amused by me whenever i keep smiling.. haha.. but with that, he knows that i'm really really happy. But i did tell him that i love him not cuz he bought us a pair of couple rings? but cuz i truely love him from the bottom of my heart. I very much want to slot in the picture of of rings on my blog. but my camera's with my friend who's overseas currently, and my own camera phone's not functioning properly. so yea.. so i cant take any pictures at the moment. cuz the pic was not reflected online, as told by wenyao. so i'll need to wait for a while before taking the pic and upload it on my blog sometime next week or smth. :) that's all for now! Take care! God bless! :)

Lucky- Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat

Do you hear me? 
Talking to you 
Across the water 
Across the deep blue ocean 
Under the open sky 
Oh my, baby I'm trying 

Boy I hear you in my dreams 
I feel your whisper across the sea 
I keep you with me in my heart 
You make it easier when life gets hard 

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend 
Lucky to have been where I have been 
Lucky to be coming home again 
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh 

They don't know how long it takes 
Waiting for a love like this 
Every time we say goodbye 
I wish we had one more kiss 
I'll wait for you, I promise you I will 

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend 
Lucky to have been where I have been 
Lucky to be coming home again 
Lucky we're in love in every way 
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed 
Lucky to be coming home someday 

And so I'm sailing through the sea 
To an island where we'll meet 
You'll hear the music fill the air 
I'll put a flower in your hair 

Though the breezes through the trees 
Move so pretty, you're all I see 
As the world keeps spinning round 
You hold me right here right now 

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend 
Lucky to have been where I have been 
Lucky to be coming home again 
Lucky we're in love in every way 
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed 
Lucky to be coming home someday 
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh 
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohhohhohhohh 

BIG SACRIFICE.. BUT I LOVE EVERY BIT OF IT.. :)

i woke up at 5am this morning (4th April'09) to get ready for work. however, today's a little different. i woke up so early just so that i can reach TTSH earlier to spend more time with darling. All the way after i've woke up, i was feeling so excited and happy that i can go meet my darling after one day of his op. have been waiting so anxiously the day before for his bro's, wenhan's update about him. i kept praying and praying. 

anyway, i managed to get on a cab at about 5.30am. by the time i reached TTSH, it was about 5-ish gg 6am. when i reached the ward, i was like, oh..my..God! the doors were closed! what makes me think that the public can go in and out to visit patients as and when they want? so i sat down outside the ward, and prayed hard that nurses will come out of the wards. then i can get them to open the door for me. thou i've pressed the button twice to ask for assistance? but no one came to the door. But! God is good! he answered my prayer and i didnt have to wait long when 2 nurses came out to buy drinks at the vending machine from the oppposite ward and i got one of the nurse to open the door for me. Thank God i was allowed in! so i went in, but kinda got lost.. silly me.. anyway, finally, i managed to get to his ward. he was sleeping. snoring a little as well... lol.. i tried not to laugh out loud. 

anyway, as i was putting down my bag and placed the box, and hamster white board and the note i wrote for him, i froze for a min. cuz darling fidgeted! lol.. a little dunnoe how to respond if he really sees me. and ya, true enuff, he woke up.. so me being quick thinking, just immediately said "hi dear" and smiled. dunnoe why but i was afraid that he might have the impression that it might be a dream that i was there in the morning? that's why, after saying hi to darling, i touched his arm and he touched my face just so that he knows that i am really there. :P 

at that very moment, i was so so so happy and glad that i get to see my darling.. thou not a very nice place to be in, but, i love him so much that i dun mind sacrificing my sleep and wake up much earlier just to go visit him beofre heading down to work. i.. almost cried when i thought i saw his expression when he saw me? i thought i could feel that he was in SO much pain and it was almost unbearable. my heart hurts every time he tells me that he is in pain. thou pple may think that.. aiya.. this is still very new to us and we r still in the honeymoon period? but i choose to believe that all that i'd done for my darling wenyao are purely out of love, from the bottom of my heart. 

after class/work, i went down to wenyao's place. he was discharged by the time i knocked off. it took me only about at most an hour to make my way down to his place from east coast. initially, i was pretty nervous. firstly, i wast sure if i remembered how to walk to his place from the bus stop, 2ndly, i wasnt sure if i can interact and get along well with his relatives. however, when i reached kranji station, i told myself, U MUST NOT TAKE CAB. SAVE THE MONEY!!! so i didnt! haha.. and i could recognise my way ard! Thank you Jesus! :) 

Had quite a lot of fun with his nieces and nephews and chatting with darling's cousins at his place. Think they have quite good impression of me? hee.. but darling forgot to tell them my name while introducing me to the extended family. i am known as his girlfriend. lol.. but there were a couple of his aunties who came up to me and asked for my name. which is not a bad thing afterall. :) 

ok.. this is yet another long long entry. shall end here for now. bye dearie.. hope i wont bore u with this. :)


love you dear.. :)

Making of Shepherds' pie

here are some long overdue pics which i took when i went over to darling's house to make shepherds' pie on the 17th March '09 :)

Anxious moments...

These few days have been a pretty trying period for both darling and i. It happened just 3 days ago when i met up with dear on Tuesday after work, with the intention of looking for my dress for chewy's wedding next year, dear suddenly seemed pretty unwell he kept going to the toilet to try to puke. so we thought it might be the chicken rice which he had in the afternoon that's too oily. so after hanging ard in vivo and had my dinner for a while, we decided to make our way home at about 2030. I wanted to see dear to the taxi stand before making my way home via the train, but i decided not to. i was not sure about dear going home alone, so i told him that i insist that i take a cab home with him, then he suggested that from his house, i can continue to take the cab down to woodlands then take 161 home. sounds pretty good! so that was what we did. upon reaching his house in Kranji, i decided to text his bro, wenhan to see if he's at home. and Thank God! Han was at home. so i asked han to come out to receive his bro just so in case if anything happens, there's Han to help me. Though i was aldy very tired when i reached home? but i am glad that i've sent dear back home safely. This is what a girlfriend should do isn't it? :) But actually, i was more worried for his health and safety more than anything else. Though i know it'll cost a bomb? but i dun care. darling's the most important agenda than anything else. Anyway, the next day, throughout the whole day, i was smsing darling, calling him, to make sure that he's alright. Then come in the evening, i decided to go down to his place, without him knowing. Though in the morning, he kinda know that i might be going down? but all the way till evening time, and eventually after my dept mtg, i did not confirm with him. How to right? if i wanna make it a surprise visit. lol. so i called Han after my mtg, and asked to speak to dear's mummy and ask if i can go down. and told her to make sure that dear doesnt go out of the house. lol. so i made my way down from orchard to kranji by train, then cab down from kranji station. Managed to get dear's house add from han. so when i reached, i called dear. but ya, like i said, he's always so smart to be able to guess what i was going to do. and me being so silly didnt realise the fact that it's so QUIET ard his neighbourhood, he kinda guessed that i was outside his house. lol. nvm.. at least me making my way down to his house ultimately, was a surprise. haha. so i went in, put down my bag and went for a stroll with dear ard his neighbourhood. :) after that, we went back to his place to try to finish up my easter special's prog's games instructions and synopsis. Thank God for dear's help. With his help, i managed to get some done. :) so after that, dear sent me to woodlands interchange so that i can take 161 home and he will go to the doc. However, upon reaching home, he told me about the diagnosis which the doc diagnosed, he's suspected of Appendicitis. oh..my..god.. when he told me briefly about what it was over the phone and the worst case scenario, i was like.. no..no..no..no.. i didnt sleep very well that night. all the way till morning, i am so not willing to go to work. but, i had no choice, cannot take MC, neither can i apply leave. all i wanted to do was to stay by dear's side and pray for him and keep him company. anyway, after that i found out from dear that his dad took leave to take care of him, Han was on MC yesterday, and his mum was at home, she's only lecturing in the evening. so i thank God that at least darling wasnt left alone at home in times like this. Such a nice warm family he has. Just like mine. :) anyway, i told dear yesterday that while setting up class halfway, i kinda cried? cuz i was so super duper worried and scared? but eventually, when the children came into class, i had so much fun with all of them. They brighten up my day too, besides my darling. i always tell people that the CHILDREN are the ones who make me want to go to work everyday. and this week, we were learning about the letter "N". so claire suggested that we have a PJ party on day 2! lol.. so nice to see ALL the children come into class in their PJs. lol.. and yesterday was Claire's birthday! so Cheryl and i gave her a surprise when Cheryl announced to the class that it's Claire's birthday and i played the b'day song and we all sang the b'day song for Claire. :) anyway, later that day, after work, i decided to make my way down to dear's house again. just want to make sure that he's fine and feeling much better. So i bought dinner from kranji station, which turned out not very nice, nvm, and then started working on the easter thingie with dear again. but! this time, we were able to finish up everything and managed to do all that i needed to do. like e-mailing out the worship roster to Ade, and finish up the easter thingie. thank you darling for ur help. :) oh dear.. i suddenly realised that this is a super duper long entry.. lol.. think next time i shouldnt have problem writing 1000 words' essay yea? lol.. kk.. jokes aside, let's continue. so yea.. throughout these few weeks, we both saw though our actions, how much we love each other and are ever so willing to sacrifice for each other. next week might be a pretty trying week for me again. cuz next fri, dear's gonna go for his shoulder op. and soon, my night class for my bachelor course will start. Then, that will be the time when we might need to spend lesser time tog, and it will definitely put us to test, to see if we can survive the "LDR" in sg. seeing each other lesser and lesser, but still continue to love each other, and even more. i'm sure, with the grace of God, who has put us tog and in Him, all things are possible. right darling? :) anyway, yesterday, in the midst of waiting for dar's comp to load and everything, we had a pretty short sms conversation with rose. She mentioned about how sweet i was, to rally people from their cell grp to keep dar in prayer and how dar should appreciate me (that's the text she sent me and later to dear). hee.. all that i did for dar is not just a show, to show others and him what i'm capable of doing.. it's all done with love from the bottom of my heart. i didnt care much about whether will i get enuff slp or energy to do class the next day? all i have in mind was about his health and that's about it. I thank God that He is in control right from the beginning. alright. think i'm gonna stop here for now. will blog again soon. :) cant wait to see my darling again. hee.. i love you my honey oats sweetie pie! :)