Friday, August 15, 2008

Desert Song by Hillsongs (This is our God)

Verse 1:
This is my prayer in the desert
And all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides

Verse 2:
And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

Chorus:
And I will bring praiseI will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

Verse 3:
And this is my prayer in the battle
And triumph is still on it's way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

Bridge:
All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

Verse 4:
This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be empited again
The seed I've recieved I will sow

open door?

just a few days ago, i was thinking about quitting Julia Gabriel (JGC) either end of next yr's term 1 (next march). however, my bond with the company is only ending next April. so it's safer for me to tender the beginning of term 1 next year and i'll leave end of the 2nd school term which is till June. then, just nice lor.. June.. i dun need to take part in JGC's holiday prog-- i can take a month's break (go on a holiday or smth) before i start work again. cuz just now, i received an e-mail sent by chuisan, asking me why didnt i reply to aunty Oi Leng's sms tt day? she was asking me if i want to join LSK as a teacher next year. when i saw the e-mail, i was like, "God! is this considered as an open door for me?"

I had remained stagnant as an assistant teacher for so long, ever since i first joined the company (JGC). despite all that they had said last sch term, about promoting me and so forth, this school term, when i was transferred to Chiltern House Playclub at Big splash!, all was quiet, and i only did playclub programmes and Bilingual playclub prog throughout the entire week. no more N1 stepping stones for me. ironically, i had like 2 sch terms of INTENSIVE training for the past 6 months.

Anyway, LSK (Living Sanctuary Kindergarten) may be a better choice. though there will DEFINITELY be a pay cut, but at least it's nearer to my home, and it's in my own church. I'm familiar with the environment and teachers there- most of them are from my own church ministry. and most importantly, i can loook forward to new challenges and this time, i can have a class of my own. i have been yearning to plan my own lesson plans, excuting it, and delivering it.

But maybe, all i can do now, is to pray about it, and ask God for a confirmation. It could be a new season in life for me. i never know. i'm going to call aunty Oi Leng later, and see what she have installed for me.

alright.. that's all for now.. :)