Saturday, July 11, 2009

i will remember.....

The Lord is my God.
He will never leave me nor forsake me.
The Lord my God is my Saviour.
He is my pillar of support and strength.
For i will have no other Gods before Him.
He has delivered me from all evil and sins.
I will love the Lord with all my heart, and all my strength and all my mind and soul.
For i know my Lord is the One and only one whom i can cast all my cares and burdens upon
for He will always be there for me when i needed Him.
He will always be there also during the days of the good times.
For He is the Lord who will always be there for me
during the good times and bad.
I will always remember to put on the full armour of God.
The Breastplate of Righteousness.
The Helmet of Truth.
The Sandals of Peace.
The Shield of Faith and
The Word of the Spirit.
I will walk in His ways all the days of my life.
For He is the One for me and my family.
I love the Lord my God.
And i will Worship Him all the days of my life.
I will love the Lord with all my heart, with all my strength, and all mymind and soul.
I love you Lord.
Amen.

Friday, July 10, 2009

in approximately one month's time...

wenyao will be leaving for e states soon. looking at him sleeping next to me, on a couch on one of the levels in orchard central during mid-day, before he leaves for YF and i leave for CG in our own church, tears starts to well up my eyes again. this is not the first time. on many occasions, this had happened. without him knowing of cuz. (rather, i didnt want him to know). though he always tells me tt he'll be back in Dec? but, i still cant believe that time passed so quickly and he's leaving so soon! i knew he was leaving. he had been preparing me too. but.. it's the sense of the unwillingness to let go (for the time being) of him.


as much as i'm glad tt time passed so quickly and soon, he'll be back for good after 4 yrs of further studies in the states. but, right now, i want to spend every single minute i can with him. spend as much time as possible with him before he flies off. i know this is not wise. but i still want to do it. no matter how tired my day can be? i still want to chat with him either on the hp/ msn/ webcam at the end of the day before i go to bed.

I'm praying hard that the Lord can grant me extra extra dosage of independence, and courage when wenyao's not with me, physically here in singapore.


he's awake now. shall stop here for now.