Do you hear me?
Talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you, I promise you I will
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohhohhohhohh
i woke up at 5am this morning (4th April'09) to get ready for work. however, today's a little different. i woke up so early just so that i can reach TTSH earlier to spend more time with darling. All the way after i've woke up, i was feeling so excited and happy that i can go meet my darling after one day of his op. have been waiting so anxiously the day before for his bro's, wenhan's update about him. i kept praying and praying.
anyway, i managed to get on a cab at about 5.30am. by the time i reached TTSH, it was about 5-ish gg 6am. when i reached the ward, i was like, oh..my..God! the doors were closed! what makes me think that the public can go in and out to visit patients as and when they want? so i sat down outside the ward, and prayed hard that nurses will come out of the wards. then i can get them to open the door for me. thou i've pressed the button twice to ask for assistance? but no one came to the door. But! God is good! he answered my prayer and i didnt have to wait long when 2 nurses came out to buy drinks at the vending machine from the oppposite ward and i got one of the nurse to open the door for me. Thank God i was allowed in! so i went in, but kinda got lost.. silly me.. anyway, finally, i managed to get to his ward. he was sleeping. snoring a little as well... lol.. i tried not to laugh out loud.
anyway, as i was putting down my bag and placed the box, and hamster white board and the note i wrote for him, i froze for a min. cuz darling fidgeted! lol.. a little dunnoe how to respond if he really sees me. and ya, true enuff, he woke up.. so me being quick thinking, just immediately said "hi dear" and smiled. dunnoe why but i was afraid that he might have the impression that it might be a dream that i was there in the morning? that's why, after saying hi to darling, i touched his arm and he touched my face just so that he knows that i am really there. :P
at that very moment, i was so so so happy and glad that i get to see my darling.. thou not a very nice place to be in, but, i love him so much that i dun mind sacrificing my sleep and wake up much earlier just to go visit him beofre heading down to work. i.. almost cried when i thought i saw his expression when he saw me? i thought i could feel that he was in SO much pain and it was almost unbearable. my heart hurts every time he tells me that he is in pain. thou pple may think that.. aiya.. this is still very new to us and we r still in the honeymoon period? but i choose to believe that all that i'd done for my darling wenyao are purely out of love, from the bottom of my heart.
after class/work, i went down to wenyao's place. he was discharged by the time i knocked off. it took me only about at most an hour to make my way down to his place from east coast. initially, i was pretty nervous. firstly, i wast sure if i remembered how to walk to his place from the bus stop, 2ndly, i wasnt sure if i can interact and get along well with his relatives. however, when i reached kranji station, i told myself, U MUST NOT TAKE CAB. SAVE THE MONEY!!! so i didnt! haha.. and i could recognise my way ard! Thank you Jesus! :)
Had quite a lot of fun with his nieces and nephews and chatting with darling's cousins at his place. Think they have quite good impression of me? hee.. but darling forgot to tell them my name while introducing me to the extended family. i am known as his girlfriend. lol.. but there were a couple of his aunties who came up to me and asked for my name. which is not a bad thing afterall. :)
ok.. this is yet another long long entry. shall end here for now. bye dearie.. hope i wont bore u with this. :)
love you dear.. :)
