horrible week

had a really horrible week this week.. for the first time in my life.. i had a fever (not accompanied by flu) that comes and go for consecutively 4 days.. just went to the doctor again just now.. (consulted her the last time was only on tuesday) and she couldn't figure the reason for the fever to keep coming and going. so she took my blood to do a blood test. results will be out by monday.. she said the only thing to test for is for dengue/malaria and so forth.. i'm praying hard it's nth more than that. i know my parents and sisters are worried. but.. there's nth else i can do. except to pray. just now, though i agreed to let the doc take my blood. but do u noe, i'm super scared. at first, the doc couldn't really see the vein on my left arm, so she kept hitting (gently) till she could see it. but after poking the needle in, she took it out again saying that that's too little blood. so she hit (gently) my arm again, and found another vein a little further away from the previous "poke". and yea. she poked the needle in again. though there was blood, but then again, she said, "hmm.. how come there's so little blood". she kept trying to "suck" (spare me of the terms used. i'm not a medical student. so i dun really know the proper terms used) it out by pulling the top part of the syringe again and again. though painful. but i have to endure. there's nth much i can do about it anyway. right. i got to go. cheers. 

sick

haizz.. woke up this morning at 6am. only to find out tt i've fallen sick and my whole body was aching. took my own temp. 38.3 deg. my my.. i hate to miss today's class.. it's one of my fave class. i know i shouldnt show preference to any children.. but.. both the morning and afternoon class for the tues/thurs class has got superb class dynamic. both the children and the parents and main caregiver are very spontaneous and sporting. i enjoyed the class so much to the extend tt when it's time to say goodbye, i always cant bear to see them (the children) leave. anyway.. took my temp at 10am just now.. shot up to 39 deg. i was like.. shit.. i felt really really weak and uncomfortable.. but i'm alone at home.. so no choice, gotta get dressed and go down to the doctor myself. thank god that the clinic was only below my block. a CD shelter. but as much as i'm SO NOT FEELING WELL.. i HAD to WAIT like for at least half an hour for the doctor lor.. i was at the verge of crying aldy.. cuz i'm feeling so cold (despite wearing a jacket), lonely, and weak. haizz.. i thank god, now tt i've taken some food and the medicine, i'm feeling ALOT better. since the doc gave me 2 days MC, i might as well make good use of it, to rest at home and get plenty of slp and finish up my assignment. ok. going back to sleep now. cheerios.