A new beginning

As the title suggest, a new beginning, for a new me. when i was thinking hard about what title or name should i give for my new blog, my sis mentioned smth about me setting up and closing down blog after blogs which i have created months back. frankly speaking, i was never a good writer. a good speaker (in other words, talkative), but never a writer. i enjoy reading other pple's blog. but am probably too lazy to write one for myself and i was never good with words. i know what are you thinking right now.. the throbing question: "why start a blog now?"

After spending some time reading blogs after blog, i decided to create one for myself (AGAIN). Not really meant for others to read. But for myself to record or jot down my thoughts and feelings.

Why a new beginning? after today's sermon, which i think came really timely and it sets as a reminder for most of us. God is in control. For the past few weeks, i have been worrying about many issues. The most bothering one, BGR.

Got to know a guy thru a pretty weird way. How do i put it? He is one of my class kid's uncle. 21 this yr. Started chatting and going out with him a month ago. However, due to his busy schedule, he had no time for me, and he suggested that we go really slow and build up our r/s as friends first. This, i agree. But, thruout the days, and weeks, i am always the one taking my initiative to msg/call him. And i waited VERY patiently for his reply. Which can take up to a day or 2. Alot of times, i ask myself, what are u doing? what are u waiting for? Is is worth it? He is a nice guy. A gentleman, humourous, fun-loving, sweet, sensitive and the list goes on... okok.. i should stop being so long-winded as many have suggested. Cut the long story short. There's another guy courting after me. But! He's not my type. But! i'm afraid he might be the one sent by God. But! as of now, my heart's towards CK.. oh God.. pls help me..

So, back to today's sermon, God is in control. There's nothing too big a prob for Him. This i know. Maybe, i'm just not listening too closely to Him and not praying hard enough. Therefore, the purpose of this post especially, is to set myself a reminder. for a new beginning. Pray. Pray. Pray. it's the most powerful weapon. And Leave it to God. HE IS IN CONTROL. Nothing will go wrong if it's according to the will of God.