horrible week

had a really horrible week this week.. for the first time in my life.. i had a fever (not accompanied by flu) that comes and go for consecutively 4 days.. just went to the doctor again just now.. (consulted her the last time was only on tuesday) and she couldn't figure the reason for the fever to keep coming and going. so she took my blood to do a blood test. results will be out by monday.. she said the only thing to test for is for dengue/malaria and so forth.. i'm praying hard it's nth more than that. i know my parents and sisters are worried. but.. there's nth else i can do. except to pray. just now, though i agreed to let the doc take my blood. but do u noe, i'm super scared. at first, the doc couldn't really see the vein on my left arm, so she kept hitting (gently) till she could see it. but after poking the needle in, she took it out again saying that that's too little blood. so she hit (gently) my arm again, and found another vein a little further away from the previous "poke". and yea. she poked the needle in again. though there was blood, but then again, she said, "hmm.. how come there's so little blood". she kept trying to "suck" (spare me of the terms used. i'm not a medical student. so i dun really know the proper terms used) it out by pulling the top part of the syringe again and again. though painful. but i have to endure. there's nth much i can do about it anyway. right. i got to go. cheers.