regrets?

i was reading the past entries of my blog just now, and it suddenly struck me that as much as i do not want to care or give a damn abt the RSAF guys anymore, be it if they still want to befriend us anymore, i still felt a tinge of regret. alot had happened throughout the weeks after Ricky's birthday party which was like a month or 2 ago? apparently, there was a pretty huge fight (verbal) between ming ren, yee+me. but! the stupid thing is tt, it was all but a stupid misunderstanding! but Ming ren just wouldnt listen to our explanation. and i've aldy apologised (despite the fact tt i didnt do anything wrong, besides saying smth not true abt ming ren on fb, but! i've aldy apologised can?!) but he (ming ren) is still ignoring us. why la why? it's so frustrating to be malign by someone who used to be such good friend of ours and refused to hear us out. and it's frustrating that here we are trying to salvage the friendship, and there he is ignoring us for like the longest time. and it's so damn not fair that after knowing us for quite some time, just because of one sms, he concluded tt my sis and i are the kind who went all out to know guys/pilots and he said tt he will not entertain such thoughts. oh please! we're not tt sort can?! and that thought has NEVER come across OUR MINDS. arghh... frankly speaking, thou we didnt do much, rather, we've only met a few times on diff occasions such as birthday parties and such, but, i really enjoyed their company and listen to them talk. basically, if i could turn back time, i would have think twice before saying anything. now, it's all nth but history. friends made, and gone. over. anyway, they'll be leaving for Aussie soon. as much as i want to see them off, but i think it is totally impossible, and i may not have the time. all i can do now is to pray for a miracle and hope tt ming ren will forgive us lor. and the rest of the guys? i suppose, to them, sis and i are just like one of the acquaintances they made and i have never regretted knowing them. all the best guys. should there be a day when our paths crossed again, i just hope we will not be ignored like "who are u?" kind. bye.