Anxious moments...

These few days have been a pretty trying period for both darling and i. It happened just 3 days ago when i met up with dear on Tuesday after work, with the intention of looking for my dress for chewy's wedding next year, dear suddenly seemed pretty unwell he kept going to the toilet to try to puke. so we thought it might be the chicken rice which he had in the afternoon that's too oily. so after hanging ard in vivo and had my dinner for a while, we decided to make our way home at about 2030. I wanted to see dear to the taxi stand before making my way home via the train, but i decided not to. i was not sure about dear going home alone, so i told him that i insist that i take a cab home with him, then he suggested that from his house, i can continue to take the cab down to woodlands then take 161 home. sounds pretty good! so that was what we did. upon reaching his house in Kranji, i decided to text his bro, wenhan to see if he's at home. and Thank God! Han was at home. so i asked han to come out to receive his bro just so in case if anything happens, there's Han to help me. Though i was aldy very tired when i reached home? but i am glad that i've sent dear back home safely. This is what a girlfriend should do isn't it? :) But actually, i was more worried for his health and safety more than anything else. Though i know it'll cost a bomb? but i dun care. darling's the most important agenda than anything else. Anyway, the next day, throughout the whole day, i was smsing darling, calling him, to make sure that he's alright. Then come in the evening, i decided to go down to his place, without him knowing. Though in the morning, he kinda know that i might be going down? but all the way till evening time, and eventually after my dept mtg, i did not confirm with him. How to right? if i wanna make it a surprise visit. lol. so i called Han after my mtg, and asked to speak to dear's mummy and ask if i can go down. and told her to make sure that dear doesnt go out of the house. lol. so i made my way down from orchard to kranji by train, then cab down from kranji station. Managed to get dear's house add from han. so when i reached, i called dear. but ya, like i said, he's always so smart to be able to guess what i was going to do. and me being so silly didnt realise the fact that it's so QUIET ard his neighbourhood, he kinda guessed that i was outside his house. lol. nvm.. at least me making my way down to his house ultimately, was a surprise. haha. so i went in, put down my bag and went for a stroll with dear ard his neighbourhood. :) after that, we went back to his place to try to finish up my easter special's prog's games instructions and synopsis. Thank God for dear's help. With his help, i managed to get some done. :) so after that, dear sent me to woodlands interchange so that i can take 161 home and he will go to the doc. However, upon reaching home, he told me about the diagnosis which the doc diagnosed, he's suspected of Appendicitis. oh..my..god.. when he told me briefly about what it was over the phone and the worst case scenario, i was like.. no..no..no..no.. i didnt sleep very well that night. all the way till morning, i am so not willing to go to work. but, i had no choice, cannot take MC, neither can i apply leave. all i wanted to do was to stay by dear's side and pray for him and keep him company. anyway, after that i found out from dear that his dad took leave to take care of him, Han was on MC yesterday, and his mum was at home, she's only lecturing in the evening. so i thank God that at least darling wasnt left alone at home in times like this. Such a nice warm family he has. Just like mine. :) anyway, i told dear yesterday that while setting up class halfway, i kinda cried? cuz i was so super duper worried and scared? but eventually, when the children came into class, i had so much fun with all of them. They brighten up my day too, besides my darling. i always tell people that the CHILDREN are the ones who make me want to go to work everyday. and this week, we were learning about the letter "N". so claire suggested that we have a PJ party on day 2! lol.. so nice to see ALL the children come into class in their PJs. lol.. and yesterday was Claire's birthday! so Cheryl and i gave her a surprise when Cheryl announced to the class that it's Claire's birthday and i played the b'day song and we all sang the b'day song for Claire. :) anyway, later that day, after work, i decided to make my way down to dear's house again. just want to make sure that he's fine and feeling much better. So i bought dinner from kranji station, which turned out not very nice, nvm, and then started working on the easter thingie with dear again. but! this time, we were able to finish up everything and managed to do all that i needed to do. like e-mailing out the worship roster to Ade, and finish up the easter thingie. thank you darling for ur help. :) oh dear.. i suddenly realised that this is a super duper long entry.. lol.. think next time i shouldnt have problem writing 1000 words' essay yea? lol.. kk.. jokes aside, let's continue. so yea.. throughout these few weeks, we both saw though our actions, how much we love each other and are ever so willing to sacrifice for each other. next week might be a pretty trying week for me again. cuz next fri, dear's gonna go for his shoulder op. and soon, my night class for my bachelor course will start. Then, that will be the time when we might need to spend lesser time tog, and it will definitely put us to test, to see if we can survive the "LDR" in sg. seeing each other lesser and lesser, but still continue to love each other, and even more. i'm sure, with the grace of God, who has put us tog and in Him, all things are possible. right darling? :) anyway, yesterday, in the midst of waiting for dar's comp to load and everything, we had a pretty short sms conversation with rose. She mentioned about how sweet i was, to rally people from their cell grp to keep dar in prayer and how dar should appreciate me (that's the text she sent me and later to dear). hee.. all that i did for dar is not just a show, to show others and him what i'm capable of doing.. it's all done with love from the bottom of my heart. i didnt care much about whether will i get enuff slp or energy to do class the next day? all i have in mind was about his health and that's about it. I thank God that He is in control right from the beginning. alright. think i'm gonna stop here for now. will blog again soon. :) cant wait to see my darling again. hee.. i love you my honey oats sweetie pie! :)