wenyao will be leaving for e states soon. looking at him sleeping next to me, on a couch on one of the levels in orchard central during mid-day, before he leaves for YF and i leave for CG in our own church, tears starts to well up my eyes again. this is not the first time. on many occasions, this had happened. without him knowing of cuz. (rather, i didnt want him to know). though he always tells me tt he'll be back in Dec? but, i still cant believe that time passed so quickly and he's leaving so soon! i knew he was leaving. he had been preparing me too. but.. it's the sense of the unwillingness to let go (for the time being) of him.
as much as i'm glad tt time passed so quickly and soon, he'll be back for good after 4 yrs of further studies in the states. but, right now, i want to spend every single minute i can with him. spend as much time as possible with him before he flies off. i know this is not wise. but i still want to do it. no matter how tired my day can be? i still want to chat with him either on the hp/ msn/ webcam at the end of the day before i go to bed.
I'm praying hard that the Lord can grant me extra extra dosage of independence, and courage when wenyao's not with me, physically here in singapore.
he's awake now. shall stop here for now.
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