My first run!!!!!

ok.. this is so idiotic.. the only reason why i choose to RE-TYPE this whole entry is cuz (even thou after i've edited this entry and posted it up, only to find out the edited portion was not updated) i feel tt there're some things which i wanna say and i'm STILL not VERY tired.. so ya.. here goes..

Wohoo! finally! managed to sign up for the Great eastern 5Km run on the 26th Oct '08 (Sun).. i seldom go for such runs.. due to church committments.. so now, since opportunity came, i decided to sign up for it.. of cuz, i'm not running alone.. i'm running with my good friends and sis.. Chui yee, Liyi, Geraldine, Charissa (Church friends cum cell grp mate). yeah!!! we're gonna start training.. or rather, build up and polish up our stamina... :) it's my first run.. must put effort in training it.. haha.. only 5 click ma.. not too difficult.. (cuz i've been running quite frequently around my housing estate.. and i usually cover about the distance of about 4.8km at least) thereafter, i'll want to participate more into such runs.. :)

Met yee, liyi, ger and charissa for dinner just now.. we went to a jap restaurant and got ourselves CHILLI NOODLES.. *WARNING* not for the faint hearted. if u CANT TOLERATE SPICE.. pls pls pls choose your dish with the 1 or 2 chilli (level of spiciness) one. and the dessert's not bad.. try the strawberry yogurt.. cant really remember the name thou.. :)

Anyway.. when we were on the train ride back home, yee, liyi and i came to a conclusion. tt is.. we think tt CK is no longer interested in me. i guess.. for tt period of time, when both of us were really close.. like we went out for dinner, movie, drinks.. we were still new to ech other and had lots to talk abt.. as much as we were very comfortable with ech other, i guess, throughout the period of time when he said he needed time to sort things out, he kinda realise tt i might not be the one for him.. well.. at least we're able to stay as friends.. like wad he said lor.. friends do not need to keep contacting ech other, more importantly, we just have to keep in contact. tt's all.. i guess it's time for me to let go and let God (to mould, strenghten, and change) me for my better half in the coming future.. move on and time will cease the "pain" in my heart.. though it's difficult, but i'll try.. maybe.. maybe it's just not the time/season for it as yet.. it's not abt our timing, but God's. so all i need to do is to seek, ask and wait upon the Lord..